films watched in 2018: red sparrow (2018) dir. francis lawrence
All I ever wanted was to be a dancer. Ever since I was a small child. And I would take the bus to rehearsal after school. And I would look out of the windows at the people going about their lives. Going to work, half asleep. And I would tell myself, “I’m not like them. And I never will be. Because I’m special.” I want to be special again.